Dear God, I pray to you
Do not leave me to myself -
Tonight I need a blessing..
And maybe a miracle too.
Tonight I need to rid all my tears
And laugh without crying again,
I want to open my heart to all
Without having mundane fears.
Forgive me tonight if I'm wrong -
Punish me later if you must,
But please dedicate tonight to me
Just tonight please play my song...
The above lines matter a lot to me. Whenever I’m feeling low and angry and frustrated, i flip to the first page of my diary and read it to myself. I wrote it on my 20th birthday, because I was convinced that things would go wrong and well, whether they did go wrong or not is for another time. ;)
So anyway, I decided that I will not let others affect me when i don’t want them to.. It's alright to be selfish, at times. :)
And that kickstarts my second life, the first one having gone out of hand thanks to anonymous hackers!