Dear God, I pray to you

Do not leave me to myself -

Tonight I need a blessing..

And maybe a miracle too.

Tonight I need to rid all my tears

And laugh without crying again,

I want to open my heart to all

Without having mundane fears.

Forgive me tonight if I'm wrong -

Punish me later if you must,

But please dedicate tonight to me

Just tonight please play my song...



The above lines matter a lot to me. Whenever I’m feeling low and angry and frustrated, i flip to the first page of my diary and read it to myself. I wrote it on my 20th birthday, because I was convinced that things would go wrong and well, whether they did go wrong or not is for another time. ;)

So anyway, I decided that I will not let others affect me when i don’t want them to.. It's alright to be selfish, at times. :)

And that kickstarts my second life, the first one having gone out of hand thanks to anonymous hackers!